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good morning and welcome to Friday I am
I am surviving yeah I think I definitely
have something triggering my throat I
woke up well last night I started about
mmm I'll say about nine o'clock I
started sneezing and sneezing and
sneezing I could not stop and I never
sneeze like that's just the funny thing
is I never sneeze though and now I'm
like completely anyways I never sneeze
so I know something was like kind of up
and so anyways
then I woke up this morning and my
throat is just on fire so all he made me
some
like I keep like ghosting out anyways
only make me some tea this morning in it
it did help but it's still my throat was
really hurting me bad but life goes on
right gotta still be a mom
so anyways um we have to go to Eugene
this morning and we gotta run a couple
errands go to the bank you know those
fun things so anyways I thought I would
check in and say an official good
morning I am gonna get a tea I am back
this morning starting to count calories
again I you know I kind of stopped
counting calories because I was feeling
like I was I felt like I had like it all
under control that makes sense and so I
was like you know I'm pretty much
knowing like what I'm eating show how
funny look at the back of our sticker
anyways I you know I was getting used to
like eating the right for the same food
so I hadn't needed to count calories but
I feel kind of like I'm stuck a little
bit physically and I feel kind of
bloated and swollen and I think it's by
the choices of just some extra foods
that I've been eating that I probably
shouldn't really right now so today I
told only last night that I'm back
counting ok Ezra I'm back to counting my
calories this morning you know we have
less than two weeks to really hit my
goals that I want to hit which you know
I'm not gonna say I can't but I mean I
think it would be really hard but I'm in
a shoot for the highest amount of my
goal that I can reach by the first of
the year so I'm gonna do daily workouts
I'm going to be doing daily exercises
and then
also counting my calories so I'm back to
drinking my teas because those are zero
calories so I know that those are safe
for me to drink it it's nice for me to
have something nice and cool to drink
but I'm gonna lay off of all coffee
which I'm sure I'm gonna be getting
headaches because my body has been kind
of triggered to the caffeine now so
we'll see how fun this is gonna be but
I'm back to doing my calories so I'm
gonna keep anywhere from 14 to 16
hundred calories daily I will be
checking in with my fitness pal to log
everything so this morning all I've had
is my tea I haven't eaten anything but I
just count my tea as my calorie and I'm
not even hungry so anyways I am going to
jump off really quick so I can get ready
to go into the bank but I will check in
with you guys a little bit so I'm just
checking in with you really feeling
worse and worse I don't know why it's
like my body like does really good for a
little bit and then I don't know if I
it's just I don't know why I keep going
back up and down like oh and then all of
a sudden I'll just like feel like crap
again and then I'll feel pretty good and
then I'll just both I'll feel like crap
again although my throat has just been
hurting all day like I woke up with it
hurting really bad again and it just
hasn't went away he got me a tea I got
it out you know 9:30 nothing
we went to Eugene we ran out that errand
and now we had to stop because miss
Esther needs to use the toilet
and all he needs to run into the car or
the part the store and I'm gonna put her
on the toilet really quick so hold on
while I'm doing that this is my Krantz
her situation we're all look at this
potty training and the making when you
gotta go you gotta go
and I might have to use that afterwards
no I'm just joking anyways yes she had
to go to the bathroom once again as
always
okay just can you go to the bathroom
shed another bathroom of course
so Ollie ran into the store so I am
sitting here putting her on the toilet
and then we are gonna go and get me some
soup hoping that that will help with my
throat because you guys let's be real
I'm about ready to cry her so bad always
like you are really even so much about
it oh my god cause you know I don't
complain too much about it what is
everybody gonna do for me and not a
thing
so I am
eat some soup and then go home and go to
bed and sleep for a little bit because
it's it's a hurtin did you go guys look
black okay hold on it's all the stores
here in Kaiser okay hold on okay hold on
and then there's ruts and then there is
what is that Oh Lane Bryant
so wait a second I don't know she said
she would do that in but anyways okay so
we just came home I got a soup for lunch
and the bad thing about it is it wasn't
even hot like the soup was like warm but
not hot and it came with bread cuz it
was obviously a bread bowl but I didn't
even eat any of the bread because the
bread was like hurting my throat so I
just ate the the soup itself and then
that was it anyways I just want to show
you guys real quick what I picked up
from Dollar Tree last night i strictly
went in for business stuff not really
leisure shopping but I did grab a couple
things that well I'll say one thing one
thing that was leisure two things that
were leisure at the rest and they
weren't really leisure but they don't
contain to the pertain to the business
anyways so I picked up two rubbing
alcohol because that is what took off
all that marker crayon all of that on
the walls and stuff this so I've got a
little bit more that I want to work on
but we didn't have enough rubbing
alcohol so I just went ahead and I
picked up two more things so I can do a
little bit more scrubbing on my own I
think of one of these four paintbrushes
which you guys will see more for why I'm
gonna be doing paintbrushes because I
haven't like fully went through like
everything on my business which I will
get to that I picked up some labels this
is a 30 count which is really a good
price the dollar for 30 of these that is
amazing picked up two of these I'm gonna
put the labels on them and I'm gonna be
using these for some tools for my Cricut
machine and then the other one is gonna
be a cool where I put my scissors my
pins that type of stuff and they're
gonna be put up so everything on that
shelf is gonna come completely off all
of that's gonna go in the Hulk
cause it because we're gonna clean out
the hall closet and I'm gonna get some
more of these bins for some other stuff
okay I need you to back away I picked up
so far I picked up five of these these
are gonna be for part of my business
stuff again I will get more into depth
with that but I will put these on the
outside of those so I can label what's
in each of those buckets and then for my
business schedule II not scheduling but
for like when people are leading
deadlines for me to get orders done and
stuff I picked up one of these to put in
my purse so I have that to carry around
with me I also picked up a larger one
this is gonna be more for stop it more
for like I can you know make marks on it
and stuff need I need to make you know
like inventory calls schedule you know
things like that so I just want to kind
of show you guys what I picked up from
Dollar Tree last night just so that way
you guys see what I was anyways let me
put all this way since my kids are going
hey while on him and then I like fine
things that you're like why do I even
carry half of the things like carry like
this all just came out of this / - why
is my first like I asked myself this
question really - two calendars already
just bought two more don't think I like
to keep myself in line I have my
notebook I made this myself with the
with the stickers but this thing has
come in handy because I take notes with
it even though nobody
checks anymore but I use them and I am
like gonna deposit or whatever different
things anyways but I just like I was
like going to my prayers I'm like where
in the world to have this stuff come
from I'm carrying it I even have one of
my mom's earrings in my purse
why wha don't ask don't anyways I have
some something I'm going to put in here
I thought my husband surprised you with
today since I've been sick
Omar bring it to mama since I've been
sick he bought me something to surprise
me and make me feel better which it did
for the time b-but impactive earning
again but it's okay I'm gonna take some
medicine here in a minute and hopefully
that will help with the pain but anyways
I will post a picture of what he bought
me I'm so excited
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yes you've seen it I got my purse
machine yeah those are like the tooth
main things I had to get like totally
the main things everything else are now
just like little things that I have to
get to get the business going 100% but I
mean I got to two main machines that I'm
gonna need to make everything start
going so I am going to sit down tonight
and make a video for you guys to tell
you exactly what my business is and
announce it and now it's my name
announce all my contact information like
this is this is really guys it's
happening I'm so excited though I could
not I could seriously not ask for a
better husband that is so supportive of
me and as always ah that is always like
always up for the challenge with me you
know and never is like a Debbie Downer
about it or second-guessing if I can do
it or anything like he's always just so
encouraging and I just I honestly could
not be more thankful for him anyways let
me put some of this stuff away and then
I will be back I need to get my trash
clean and I started a little box of
garbage because I'm trying to go through
stuff but little by little cuz I'm not
in the mood to really do much doctor I
wanted to come home take a nap but you
always say that then you never have it
never happens for me at least not for me
so anyways I am going to clean up some
of this garbage and then
anything you guys welcome to Friday
evening the intro to now that I really
met her too because I'm a stay-at-home
mom my job never ends it's a 24/7 job uh
oh my gosh you guys really so let's see
I woke up this morning my throat was
still hurting as I told you guys earlier
I went got some soup and came home I
wanted to rest but that just clearly was
not gonna happen with my kids like they
were not gonna have it so let's see I
did some more work paperwork and stuff
for the business and I did um see what
else did I do
I cleaned up the kitchen a little bit I
just wasn't really feeling it though but
even though I'm sick it's like still
things have to be done you know you
can't just
you can't take a sick day one here 24/7
job like it just doesn't work so you
have to keep your job going all the time
but tonight it's still hurting pretty
bad my throat is I feel like I'm running
a fever which really is not the dill I
really AM like praying for this to pass
I I don't remember really the win the
last time I can honestly say I have been
like sick with a sore throat or a fever
from a cold or something like I've had a
fever due to I you know my cellulitis
infections and stuff like that but to
like be sick other than with that it
just doesn't happen for me very often
but it found me this time so I just
today I have laid so low I
um I just now you guys just now we're
talking it is seven o'clock and I am
just now finishing my tea from this
morning because all I can do is just sip
it I can't like gulp it because to try
and take a big drink it just oh there
it's too much so this morning I had hot
tea then this afternoon I had my tea
that I got from Dutch and then I didn't
eat again until 1:30 I had the soup and
I have no appetite
I won't even eat the rest of the night
because I just I will probably just
drink a whole bunch of water because I
just I feel really dehydrated and I
don't know if it's just from being sick
that that's why I fill it but I feel
like - if you look like in my face I
feel really just like swollen it which
is probably from the pressure I'm
assuming like because there's like even
pressure up in my ice socket and just
that you know like that burning feeling
the burning of like my throat burning
just stuff everywhere all over my face
so I'm just like oh so I honestly have
just I haven't done anything today other
than just the little mitts that I showed
you guys I am so excited that I am
getting all my pieces together for my
business like you guys I am this has
been something that I have been dreaming
of for probably a few years now of just
ideas you know because I have always
wanted to like own a business but I
never knew exactly what I wanted to do
and as I've been finding myself and
going through was like my counseling and
starting my youtube channel and meeting
so many amazing people through the
channel and really finding my passions
finding my enjoyments my hobbies and
everything in between I have tried
different things like I've made purses
sewing like I you know I had I had no
idea how to even turn on a sewing
machine but I was so invested to
figuring out that I remember sitting for
hours and watching youtube videos on
even how to even start up a sewing
machine then how you know to lead the
the thread down into the all the little
parts and put it through the needle and
do all of that and to starting it and to
pushing my foot on the pedal for the
first time and making my first seam and
I did it all on my own like I taught
myself from the very beginning to where
I was and I enjoyed it I really did but
it just wasn't the thing that I knew I
would enjoy long term like it was great
to do things and to make things and I
was really good about making things and
being able to sell them for people and
making you know custom orders and sewing
them and making them for people but it
just wasn't really it just wasn't the
click and so from there I moved on to
making my wreaths which I enjoy making I
love finding new ways to make them and
so I really enjoyed that and during that
time as I was making them again I made
them for people to purchase and that
went really well but again my heart
wasn't a hundred percent into it like it
was there but it just it's a hobby but
it wasn't something that I could see
going further out on like a business if
that makes any sense so I've been really
trying to surface like okay Amy what is
it that I'm really wanting to do like
business-wise you know what is it that I
truly truly want to invest myself in and
I finally figured it out and it is
most amazing feeling when you find that
thing that you have been searching for
for so long that you that you find all
the pieces to it the parts to it you
purchase everything you've got
everything going and it becomes a part
of you like it really does like for me
my business that I will be launching
it's become a part of our own our family
and it's become such an excitement not
just for me but for my family you know
my mom's so excited to see how this is
all gonna you know turn out and it's
just I'm so excited and so tonight after
I'm done closing my vlog I'm going to
sit down and film a video for you guys
explaining and sharing my enjoyment of
what I'm gonna do what my business is
and I could not be more excited to
finally be able to let you guys know
what I'm going to be doing so yeah
that's really what I did today was did a
lot of just putting more stuff together
I do need to clean out my whole closet
so I can clean off my shelf that's in
the room so I can put all my buckets in
it so I'm not having to I have a bucket
over here that's like full of just
business stuff but I want to so that way
then sorry
eyes yawning again um that way I can
start getting everything loaded up and
inventory coming in I've got tons of
inventory that I need to order up and
get ready to be able to start purchasing
and making for you guys and for
everybody I'm so so so so excited I I
could cry I'm so excited you guys
because this is just a dream come true
and honestly I will say that oli is my
100% biggest supporter
and he has helped invest so much of his
time his energy you know and the
excitement that he gets when he
purchases the item and brings it out to
me I was just like oh my gosh you know
it just it warms my heart because I see
you know we were talking today in the
car and we were talking about like
advertisement and stuff and I was like
well I'm thinking about you know I'm
thinking about putting together a called
putting together a and hello an ad on
like a little paper it's like each month
at the 1st of the month we get these
little paper like these newspaper type
things that comes with like coupons and
all sorts of stuff from local
restaurants and stuff like that and so I
was so I told him I said I'm thinking
about putting an ad in there and he's
like well you know if I were you I would
actually do more of a a website and now
a then he's like because at first people
are gonna want to see your product
they're gonna want to see what you can
do what you have to offer and he's like
but if you put it in an ad on a paper
you can't really like put as much
investment of what you're showing and
I'm like true and so he's like and he
goes but you know what he's like Amy
this is your business he's like I
respect you 100% on whatever you choose
to do I'm sorry I should have never said
that and I looked at him and I'm like oh
my gosh I'm like why would you dismiss
yourself like that like don't ever
dismiss your opinion or your your input
because I value everything that you have
to say to me about all of this I said
marketing is your that's your niche you
know and like so of course I'm gonna
take your marketing ideas and put it
into my business cuz you're helping me
and I'm like and why do you think for
two seconds that I would never value
what you have to say to me because you
have the most amazing
like input and he was like okay he's
like I just don't want you to think that
I was like trying to get over something
I'm like looking at him like what are
you talking about I'm like nothing I
would never feel that way
bless his little heart I love him so
much and I'm just yeah today has been a
little bit of a rough day for me just
because like I said I am not feeling
good this is the third day I'm not
feeling good I haven't gotten a lot of
rest and here comes my circus so anyways
I just I could not be more blessed with
my husband and all of his support that
he has completely helped me with because
like I said if it wasn't for him I would
not have this stuff that I have with
this support that he's given me and he
my sukkah start back up but you know
it's just been a little bit tougher the
last couple of days because I just
haven't had a lot of energy because it's
like you know I I could I can go for a
couple of you know like for a little bit
but then I just feel so drained that I'm
just like oh you know but I'm really
trying my hardest to just keep focused
you know and keep telling myself we're
gonna do this make it through you gotta
get better
so anyways but yes I am going to be
sitting down and making a video for you
guys to let you know what is it store
what I've been hiding out I thought you
guys will also be able to start putting
information out two weeks I think that
would be a blast
um I am trying to think my kids have
been awful today you guys like awful I'm
not ready to shut them off they're gonna
they're gonna go to Egypt that's just
all there is about it they are being
shipped to Egypt um oh my god have you
ever just been sitting there and feel
like something's crawling up your leg
and you're like oh god please don't be
Spyder don't be a spider because if
you're a spider I'm gonna fly off this
bed I looked down I thought it was
something but I don't see anything that
was not cool at all
um anyways but yes I hopefully tomorrow
this will go away and my throat will
start feeling better if I could stop
screaming at my kids that would be a ok
because then I would not have to be
killing myself with screaming um and I
think that is it I hope I'm really sorry
you guys that my vlog yesterday was so
short but again like I was saying I just
have not had the energy to do a whole
lot to make my vlogs really good and I
feel so bad but I hope you guys are
truly understanding and I know you guys
are because you're all amazing um I also
wanted to remind you guys that December
23rd I know that is the day before
things the day before Christmas Eve I am
in a goal life because I've been sick
you guys I apologize for these wreaths
that have been lingering on being
shipped out
I told Holly today said oh honey we have
to get these out he's like I know I'm so
sorry um because he was supposed to do
them yesterday well he's posed to have
done him a couple days now and every
time I go to ask him he's like oh my god
I forgot like come on I'm like fine I'll
take him myself he's like no no no I
know what you do anything extra because
I know you don't know that I might
golden honey we got to get him shipped
out so if we get up and rolling around
the house early enough I am hoping to
make it to the post office tomorrow and
get these shipped out because that would
mean that they would get to everybody by
at least by Tuesday I want him to at
least be out so you guys can enjoy them
because my god it's their Christmas ones
hello they need to be out um but I
apologize Elizabeth I am so sorry I am
so sorry I have not gotten yours out
yours actually could be used all the way
through January because it's just a let
it snow with the snowman and it's still
snow you for that
um mama April I love you and I know you
understand everything going on but I
will definitely get yours out and also
Chris I have a surprise for you too
chef wannabe I have a surprise for you
so I will get yours surprise out as well
but anyway so I just wanted to remind
you guys though remember to keep putting
your name in for the drawing just all
you have to do is just drop your name
down in the comments I know I've been a
little bit slow on getting back to the
comments the last couple of days I've
been trying to do as much as I can but
focusing too much on the laptop has been
giving me a headache which I think has
to do with all of this crud going on so
as soon as I'm feeling a little bit
better I'm gonna be jumping on and I
will get through all the comments like I
usually do but I'm still getting to
everybody's comments it's just taking me
a little bit of time but keep putting
her as his names in you guys have all
the way up until the 23rd I have a clock
tip it's your name in just put add me to
the drawing and I will put you guys name
and you do not have to email me don't
have to do anything special just put it
right into the comments I grab them and
I put them right into my book um uh
right now I don't have as many as I
thought I would actually I thought I was
gonna have a lot more by now but that's
totally hey okay I mean you guys
everybody has you know if they want to
be added great if you don't you don't
have to like I said I put them right
here in my book so if this book goes
with you everywhere it's in my purse
um I swear I use this thing for look my
poor book is used for everything so
anyways I'm trying to see my so right
now I have one two three four five six
seven eight nine ten so so far right now
I'm just gonna name everybody off that I
have on my list if your name is not at
it and you want to be added but you put
yourself down and I didn't see it make
sure to call me out and be like hey I
said Abney Cruz Lopez Denise and Desiree
barn tis not sure if I'm saying that
right Jamie Sun gun Jody W
Tony arose Hooda je Sola to hula 13 I am
so sorry if I'm saying these wrong you
guys Suzanne and Susan Susan Susan I
know your last name I just didn't put it
down on the the paper but you gave me
your last name anyway so if you're
wanting to be added make sure to keep
putting that in so that I can get you
guys added into the list because I will
be doing this on the 23rd not ever sent
yet what's gonna be the giveaway but I
will definitely let you guys know if
it's gonna be another wreath or what
it's gonna be I honestly haven't came up
with an idea yet what I want to do so
any ways I am going to close because I
want to be able to work on the other
video so you guys are gonna see me all
looking the same from another video
because I am NOT gonna change to make a
separate video not tonight but anyways I
hope you guys enjoy this bug as I have
chitter-chatter and talked way too loud
and way too fast but you know that is
how I work anyways I hope you guys had a
wonderful wonderful day today and that
you have an amazing start to you guys
this weekend I will check in with you
guys tomorrow not gonna say bright and
shiny in the morning but I will check in
with you tomorrow tomorrow at some given
point until then you guys sweet dreams
bye bye
